Our father

As those gray clouds fade away
I see that bright sun and I feel it's rays
I feel God's glory shine upon me
I see that he loves all including thee

He loves you whether you're rich or poor
Whether you want less or you want more

Whether you hate or love
He will still love you for he is the man up above

He is the one who can always make you smile
To speak to him, a number you need not to dial
Just speak to the sky's for a while
Pray on your knees, or pray with your own style

The Lord judges all
Surrender to him and he will pick you up when you fall
But do not try to stall
For the lord is not a fool
He knows who you are even if you have a wall
So with the Lord, there is no need to act 'cool'

He accepts you for who you are
He doesn't care if you have a nice car
He doesn't care if you're amazing with a guitar
He doesn't even care if you're a movie star

The Lord is almighty
If you deceive he will begin smiting
His love you cannot continue to keep fighting

At one point in your life
You will need him more then you need your wife
Or any person so do not strife

He calls us all to be prophets
He doesn't think of what you have in your pockets

He thinks of what you have in your heart
And whether or not preaching his word you may start

Remember that even when you fail
The Lord will help you prevail


When you have him, never let him go
Because his love is all you need to let life flow


Anything you want, the Lord can supply
Do not question why
He is simply the most high

I have blind faith in our Lord, Our savior
For he rescued me from my wrecked behavior

He rescued me from Cancer
Even though the doctors could not give me an answer

My Lord, My Father
Is the reason I have been able to have gone farther

At one point everyone had their doubts
But the fact that I survived, is what counts

You all may hate me and with all your possessions you may vaunt
But the love of God is all that I want

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To: You
From: My Heart

At the end of the day

I ask myself the same

Am I going insane?

Why does my heart feel drained?

Why do I feel this agonizing pain?

Why does this shame feel like an unbreakable chain?

Such as a permanent stain

Such as a never-ending, restless strain

Every chance I get to dial, I remain

Trying to abstain

But I fail and gain this unfortunate rain that falls down in vane

My heart I used to reign

But how can I complain?

Let me explain.

As talking to me you may refrain

Still my heart cannot help but obtain

This love that can never be tamed

It is wild and that way it shall remain

The heart break I retained

May have left me restrained

But how I feel for you can never change

Ma' am let me remind

That you my darling are one of a kind

You are truly the hardest to find

Theirs something holding us together as if a bind

You are someone that simply never leaves my mind

You have told me several times in the past

That you don't want to get hurt just like the last

But with me, you'll have nothing but a blast

To tell you the truth, my heart is quite vast

No person to my love can surpass

Never shall it cross my mind to either physically or mentally harass

At times to me you sass

But I know that it's just a wall and soon that we'll get passed

I pray that it is fast

But the heart is not like a bone that can be held with a cast

With a broken heart, only time will heal that fragile mass

You are unlike the rest

You are better then the best

This I need to take of my chest

I didn't fall for you for the size of your breasts

I didn't fall for you because you could give me so much zest

I didn't fall for you because you could make the best jest

I didn't fall for you because you passed some damn test

I didn't fall for you because you can make someone less oppressed

I fell for you because you have a heart that I've finally found from searching on this quest

I know that I met you for a certain purpose

Even as much as when I'm with you I'm nervous

To your love, I am of service

From the inside to my surface

I am nothing but thankful for our connection has flourished

Even though we have bumps in our road

This heavy load you don't need to carry alone

From the start my loyalty I have showed

Only you to my love are of abode

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Love, Fury, Sorrow

As that tiny tear dragged down my cheek

I realized I was hurt so deep

All I could do was weep

She made a hole in my heart so steep

I am hurt so bad that I can barely eat

To tell you the truth, I don't even want to sleep

Because she is always with me

In my dreams I have her in my arms for me to keep

But when I awake, fury through my veins is what seeps

To this anger, nothing can meet

For I am furious that my love, I cannot seem to keep

To this love I cannot seem to find

The right words from my mouth I've tried to deprive

But when thinking of that, Failure is what comes to mind

All of these events are starting to rewind

I feel as if I'm going back in time

I see that you, just like the rest are the same kind

I ask God what to do

But he has not givin me my cue

To try to subdue

My love that is making me feel so blue

But if only she knew..

That love can only work with two..

And my soul mates emotions seem to be askew

It seems like a new angel has entered my life

It seems that she would make the perfect wife...

Still..Never disserver that morrow..

That there would be this bleak sorrow

Which does not seem to leave me although..

I'd pay any man for his heart that could not feel

For this pain in my heart, I am not able to bare

It seems that this pain is real..

But I wish this upon none for it is everything but fair

This I may deserve for having an affair

Maybe I should be in eternal despair

But let me declare

That I apologize for this love that you were never prepared

But still I stare

For hours..unaware

That my heart is starting to tear

My heart on my sleeve I should never wear

For all I will have is a scare

Of having my heart to a point where it could not be repaired

So now I get down on my knees with this prayer

That hopefully one day we can all care

For how we all feel without having this layer

Blocking our real selves from this life that is not fair

So this to you I dare

Be that one who is rare

And try to care for others who have been treated in a way that is unfair